To Be Honest With You...

I can write, but not for you
I can dream, but you won't be there
I can speak, but have no words you can hear.
At you I look through glasses hazy
because you burn so brightly.
To you I give what I can and
withold what I can't
Because of you I'm falling,
getting up,
falling again.
I'm not this, I'm that.
I'm not right, I'm wrong.
I'm not there and
you'll never be here.

To be honest with you,
I've done this all before.
To be honest with you,
I won't do it again.